i need your opinion, please

[Haphazardous]

i dont remember anything (except for a handful of memories) since the age of 15. i know my brother is sexually attrated me & only recently have i moved out of my old childhood house. im 22. i have a sneakin suspision he or someone else molested or raped me when i was younger. i was wondering if you would go into hypnotherapy to remember your repressed memories and conquer your fears.. whether it be hypnotherapy or etf tapping therapy.. what would you do. is it worth going back and dealing with it? or do i just move on. what if i cant move on, funcioning normally in society without dealing with these memories. i have inner voices. i believe ive experienced a "trigger" and saw nothing or smelt nothing but an inner voice spoke to me that day and i have other clues as to why i feel someone did something to me.

im not sure if im reaching. idk if reaching is a bad idea. ive reahed for crystal. ive reached for raw veganism. ive felt dirty and gone crazy at that point in my life but thats kind of over.. im a work. its jumbled ik now and i cant respond till afterwards but i needed to get this out now. ive reached for palm readers and psychics... is it reahing? is it jusofied help or lack of confidence in self..

please offer your opinion. ill respond and/or elaborate later. thank you.

[Merlin]

i was wondering if you would go into hypnotherapy to remember your repressed memories and conquer your fears.. whether it be hypnotherapy or etf tapping therapy.. what would you do. is it worth going back and dealing with it?

My answer will be a bit strange so hang on to your hat.

A few years ago, I would have told you to seek professional help like an hypnotherapist and remove all those bad memories and deal with them to move on but not anymore, not after all the research I did on the LOA and Quantum Physics.

Have you heard of the concept of parallel realities? That we have other "versions" of us living in a parallel reality that are different to the one we are in right now?

What's interesting is that according to my MT (Muscle Testing) you would have shifted to a different parallel reality at the age of 16.

If this is true then your soul would have shifted you to another reality, another family looking the same but without the sexual intentions and nothing happened in that other reality.

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In spirituality, this is called a "Walk-in". You might want to do some research on this.

MT says that you should leave it all behind and the problem has been fixed at the moment of the shift. The other version of you who was sexually assaulted still lives with that burden in that other parallel reality but it's not your case now.

Then again, this is MT and MT is not very reliable so it's up to you to take this advice or not. If you don't you can always go to the hypnotherapist but I don't see what good all this would do.

Just my 2 cents.

Merlin

[Haphazardous]

thanks for your two cents merlin.

idk how your answer might sound strange when im a member of this type of site lol. ive heard about walk ins before but every video ive search they all remember when they walked in. i , at least consciously, dont recall that. i can consider that a possibility.. makes my life seem more magical so why not.. but you said i would have shifted to a reality where my brother doesnt have sexual intentions.. but he completely does and showed it even up until a week ago a day before i left.

also with the walk ins.. it doesnt seems like they shift into a parralell universe where their exterior is different.. just them.. i need to watch more vodeos though. please offer some if youve got one on your mind. thank you.

[Merlin]

but you said i would have shifted to a reality where my brother doesnt have sexual intentions.. but he completely does and showed it even up until a week ago a day before i left.

What I meant is that the sexual intentions may still be there but you weren't assaulted in THIS reality. Just verified and MT tells me just that.

Merlin

[Ruffcut]

It might be best to let dead dogs lie, but may resurface in future relationships.
And then again it can be painful to seek the truth.
One my friends actually video taped his own daughter. Though no real physical harm was done, he got caught, thrown in jail, and hit on other charges, later on hanging himself.
Though it was a sick act, the truth exposed, turn for the worse in this situation.

[Haphazardous]

but you said i would have shifted to a reality where my brother doesnt have sexual intentions.. but he completely does and showed it even up until a week ago a day before i left.

What I meant is that the sexual intentions may still be there but you weren't assaulted in THIS reality. Just verified and MT tells me just that.

Merlin

interesting.. how can you muscle test yourself? i thought only another person could do it to you. these NAPS and eft tapping techniqies work without a doubt.. the only hard part is feeling deserving of it all and inturn practicing it more.

[Merlin]

how can you muscle test yourself? i thought only another person could do it to you.

First you can learn how to do it here http://www.merlinworld.com/forum/viewto ... ?f=6&t=844" onclick="window.open(this.href);return false;

Then to remove the doubts and wrong answers, you can do like me a MT NAP to get true answers from your SM/HM but so far it's not working like I want to these days so I do not trust too much what I get.

Hopefully in the near future it will all kick in.

Merlin