Bashar on our life's theme or destiny vs self sabotage

[Merlin]

If you read a lot about spirituality, you will hear talks about being in "alignment" with your destiny/karma or "life theme" as many call it but I also noticed in the past years that everything that I wanted to do or was attracted to (ex: casino, stock market, making money, etc...) was always followed by self sabotage or some sort of force that pushes me away from them and that made me wonder a lot as to whether or not I should continue on this road of attracting money.

Because, after all, if I am attracted to anything that makes money, this must be because I follow my destiny and if so then how come all these situations keeps popping up so that I fail at everyone of them. If following what you want to do is your present karma, then everything should flow right? Well, that's not the case right now in my life, more like the total opposite.

In other words, I wondered if after all those failures at attracting money, whether or not I should let go of attracting money.

Now thanks to this video, I know that all this self sabotage and road blocks that I had was only temporary blocks that I need to fix or transform (integrate them) and that what makes my heart sing (making money) was really part of my destiny and that I should continue to be attracted by it and continue to go toward it and not leave that aside.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7shDzC2aq4k[/youtube]

Merlin

[NicB]

Wow, this very much happens to me.

I guess you could say that creating music is my "theme". I definitely feel i have a specific talent for music production but something subconsciously seems to hold me back. Me and my dad (who also has a music talent) have talked about it and he gets that "something holding back" for him too.

Interesting perspective this video creates!

[Merlin]

Speaking of music and self sabotage, I found this clip where Bashar talks about the first 3 minutes of Beethoven's 7th symphony that seems to bring us to a specific vibration that can help us clear past issues of regrets, anger, letting of and forgiving ourselves.

Don't know if it would work but it's a nice song and we have not much to lose to try it out.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=li-N_GD_sWc[/youtube]

Cheers,

Merlin

[James Sawyer]

This is great, thanks Merlin. I am going to give it a try.

Speaking of music and self sabotage, I found this clip where Bashar talks about the first 3 minutes of Beethoven's 7th symphony that seems to bring us to a specific vibration that can help us clear past issues of regrets, anger, letting of and forgiving ourselves.

[Merlin]

This is great, thanks Merlin. I am going to give it a try.

I'm afraid 1 try might not be enough and many dozens might be needed here but I'll test everyday for 10 days or so, who knows.

Merlin

[James Sawyer]

I'm afraid 1 try might not be enough and many dozens might be needed here but I'll test everyday for 10 days or so, who knows.

Merlin

I was thinking of adding it to one of my 30-day NAP cycles but worried about all the cleansing NAP symptoms I've read on here Maybe it won't be the same thing.

[Merlin]

I was thinking of adding it to one of my 30-day NAP cycles but worried about all the cleansing NAP symptoms I've read on here

I'm not so much worried about the cleansing symptoms but rather the possibility that by adding a word or line, we are reseting the entire NAP and I don't want to do that anymore.

That's why we better think twice before we do a NAP because we might risk hitting the reset button. For example, I will listen to my May NAP during the entire month but during this month I will think of the June NAP so that when I record it, I will not edit it during June.

Then again, it's up to you.

Merlin

[James Sawyer]

That's why we better think twice before we do a NAP because we might risk hitting the reset button. For example, I will listen to my May NAP during the entire month but during this month I will think of the June NAP so that when I record it, I will not edit it during June.

Then again, it's up to you.

Merlin

Good point. I am not risking a reset either now that I know the SM just reverts back unless the minimum time is reached.