I've realize something and it kills me not knowing about NAP
Posted: Fri Oct 04, 2013 6:50 pm
5 years ago, my mom got a vehicle accident with my dad. But my dad was saved. My mom on the other hand did not survived. That day I got a call that my mom was in the ICU. She didn't wake up since. When the doctor examined her brain, the xray showed my mom's brain with a big cut, a crack. My mom was sleeping, she never woke up. The machines are just the one who supports her life as what the doctor said. That was the saddest day of my life. I felt God was so unfair..I became an atheist back then.
Fast forward now..I've realize if I knew about NAPs a few years ago, I could record a health NAP for my mom and just put it beside her to hear those lines. When I talk to my mom while she's still on a coma, when I tell her how much I love her and regret not telling it to her before, she got tears in her eyes..then I knew she heard me. If I can activate this LTP, I can able to see my mom again.
I promised her that I'm gonna be a better person. Thanks to Merlin for giving me the opportunity to be one.
P.S. Its hard for me to recall this...now I feel lot better!
Fast forward now..I've realize if I knew about NAPs a few years ago, I could record a health NAP for my mom and just put it beside her to hear those lines. When I talk to my mom while she's still on a coma, when I tell her how much I love her and regret not telling it to her before, she got tears in her eyes..then I knew she heard me. If I can activate this LTP, I can able to see my mom again.
I promised her that I'm gonna be a better person. Thanks to Merlin for giving me the opportunity to be one.
P.S. Its hard for me to recall this...now I feel lot better!