We are not the only ones, I remember James (Sawyer) also had a religious father who thrashed money and now realized where he got all those nasty negative beliefs about money.
So many people were afraid of religion and their negative view on money that many old generation were brainwashed and sadly, those negative beliefs were passed down to our generation.
As a raised Catholic, I have to say this is one of the most limiting blocks I have ever had to my research.
I don't discard that this belief during my uprising served to at least believe in something higher and thus not turn completely to physicality (which if I had done, perhaps I would had never come to LOA and this research), but at this stage the remains of all the "You are going to hell if you don't follow these rules including no sex before marriage!" "Fear God!" and "Everything that can't be explained and is not according to the Church comes from the devil!" has become a burden and a hinderance.
Every so often now when I think about the LTP part of me says "It is bad because you are trying to become like God! The devil wanted to be like God and he got casted out of heaven because of that!"
Yeah.I was originally an Occultist for about a most of last yearso that stuff got washed away QUICK.I became an atheist because I began doubting the God we would worship (Enki,one of the annunaki).Oh well.Cheers to those that made it this far though
"If you spend too much time thinking about a thing you'll never get it done."
MonsterLord wrote:Every so often now when I think about the LTP part of me says "It is bad because you are trying to become like God! The devil wanted to be like God and he got casted out of heaven because of that!"
Man you seemed to have been brainwashed even more than James and I did by your parents. Welcome to hell.
You gotta stay logical here because that is the only way to get over it and laugh about all this.
Otherwise it's just fear and more fear to make you "fit" in the gang like a good old white sheep so that you don't rock the boat and follow the program.
Pretty much, not to mention that now with enough blocks removed, I can say in all honesty that the God most religious people (in the west at least) worship is honestly a dick.
Kill millions of people in a flood because they don't live to its expectations, destroy with fire entire cities because he do not agree with sexual practices, send armies to kill and pillage, send plagues to people to punish them and then prevents them from repenting so he can keep punishing them. Demands to be worshipped.
I don't know about you, but to me this sounds more like a tyrant than a God or like a whiny teen or kid who got ahold of powers. I don't doubt that among the infinite ammount of realities that exist there is such a God but is certaintly not All That Is or The One.
Fortunately since I have not seen mankind being wiped by a flood these days or seen angels coming from the sky to kill people, either this God does not exist in our reality or if he did apparently there is some kind of Cosmic Police Force that put a stop to guys who use powers to shit on people or he grew up.
MonsterLord wrote:When you say "outside" you mean apart from All That Is/The One?
Yup.
We are a part of All that is. Like a drop of water in this ocean. You cannot separate the ocean from the drops, it would like removing 1 piece of the big puzzle. If you do that, the puzzle will not be complete.
When we pray this God, we are praying the bigger part of us, kinda like asking the ocean what to think while we are focusing at the level of a drop for now.
